I'm not quite sure but tonight might be a tipping point for our family and
not in a good way.
Both of us have been running on fumes (cindy even more so) since Sam's
surgery and the evening was winding down.
We finally laid down to get some rest and out of the blue, we're woken
up by Sam trying to throw up and gasping for air. Frantically we run around the
house seeking buckets and towels. We
finally got the situation under control but the price we had to pay was losing
what little sanity we both had left. I
could see it in Cindy's eyes. Her heart
was breaking and there was little I could do to stop it.
On top of all of this, both of us are still dealing with our own health
issues, work schedules, and everything else life wants to throw at us. It's tonight though that we're both feeling
disconnected and very, very alone.
I have to be honest, we miss our family and our long time friends
dearly. Virginia just feels cold and
hostile anymore.
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